Thursday, February 28, 2008

Thirsty Thursday

Half Nakid Thursday..

Here's a lovely shot of my boobies... w/a few random signatures...
You see, every year I attend a 24 hr fun filled biker event, about 1200 attend, and we drink, dance, eat, communicate and have see some boobies, get a little to much sun (as you can see I had a lovely sun burn.. and well just have fun...

So.. Here's ya go.. Enjoy!!!

Other than that.. life is trudging along... one pound at a time is falling from my frame.. and Im really really liking the way Im feeling!
Im getting into clothes in my closet that I havnt been able to wear in awhile.. who would of thunk.. that 15lbs would make such a HUGE difference!!!?????
although last night, I kind of went over board.. I got bored and started eating.. but I wasnt eating bad things.. just alot of 100 calories snack thingys... oh well.. I will just have to work a little harder at the gym.. which I finally started back at.. YEAH ME!!!
oh.. and Im not on a diet.. Im on a life changing mission!!!!
Thirsty Thursday..
heading to the local watering hole tonight and Im going to have a nice glass of wine.. cuz a glass of wine is only 4 points on weight watchers.. now lets hope that I dont smoke too.. cuz they kind of go hand in hand... but I can DO IT!!!!
Ok boys & girls.. enjoy your weekend..

Monday, February 25, 2008

Monday - Woo Hoo!!

Monday's I usually wake up with the dread of the beginning of a working week.
Today however, I woke up, rejuvinated!

I got my hair cut on Thursday, and it's taken me 4 days to figure out how I like to fix it.
I walked out of the beauty parlor that night and thought I was going to die!!! D I E!!!
I wanted to cry, my hair looked so awful! I should of known tho, because they always fix your hair the way they want to, and well , it never quit looks good..

But, it's been 4 days and I love it now! The girls at work even said that I dont look so "bitchy" anymore.. that it makes me look softer.. LOL.. I had to laugh at that, what does that comment tell you about my personality???

Ive lost another 2lbs.. YEAH ME!!! I put on a shirt this morning that I bought 3 weeks ago.. havnt worn yet, but it's been hanging in my closet.. so I put it on this morning, and it literally just hung on me.. YEAH!!!!
I mean it was depressing, cuz I dont really have the money to be throwing around w/clothes.. but since the tags were still on it, Im taking it back and getting a smaller size.. then I put on a differant shirt that used to be to tight, and damn I look HOT today... LOL..

Other than that.. Im in a fantastic mood today.. amazing what a total of 15lbs weight loss will do to a person!!!

35 more to go and maybe just maybe I will post a scantly clad picture of myself.. or.. then again maybe not.. we shall see....

Peace everyone!!!
Oh yeah.. Today is day 16 of not smoking too!!!!
Damn.. when it shines, the sun is BRIGHT!!!

Tuesday, February 19, 2008

The watcher of weight

I weighed in on Saturday.. Im pleased to announce, I lost 7.4 lbs!

Now.. Ive also been sicker than a dog this last week. Ive had the damn flu.. so I havent wanted to eat.. but I really dont care.. 7.4lbs.. is 7.4lbs!!

In other news.. I got nothing..

Went to the Portland Zoo yesterday.. it was ok.. nothing overly exciting.. there's a pic of the one of the Orangatangs.. aint he cute!!!

I have no life..

I really need to get a life..

this flu kicked my ass.. Im still exhausted, my energy has just been sucked outta me.

Ok.. well I guess that's all I got..

take care, and I will touch base this week!!

Thursday, February 07, 2008

The Fat Ass Report

It's really hard for me to blog, when there is nothing in my life to blog about...
which makes it a pretty sad moment when I realize that my life consist's of work, home, laundry, cook dinner.. sit and watch T.V. Sit, sit, sit, sit... repeat.. weekends arnt much different.

Then I started realizing, that holy wow.. my ass is HUGE!
Huge I tell ya.. OMG.. Im going to need to install a signal for when I back up
beep, beep, beep, beep.
That's not to mention the size of my gut! My boobs use to be bigger than my tummy..
now, well, lets just say the tummy is gaining ground.. the boobs are still poking out further, but not for long!

So, tonight I start Weight Watchers. My first meeting, so that they can confirm that yes.. I am a fat ass.

You see.. I love to eat.. no you dont get it.. I mean I LOVE to eat.
I eat when Im happy
I eat when Im sad
I eat when Im bored
I eat when Im angry
I eat when I need to be comforted
I eat to eat.
I grew up in a household where food was always around, it was socially acceptable to eat.
Fried egg & ham & cheese sandwhiches on Sunday afternoon's while watching football, sitting on the couch with Dad, and that was always followed with.. "that was good.. make me another one" from Dad, so what would I do??? I would get up, and make another round for he and I!

My Grandmother lived w/us, and there was ALWAYS dessert after dinner, homemade apple & rhubbarb pie w/vanilla bean ice cream. Homemade bananna bread every morning for breakfast, homemade zuchinni bread, homemade rolls, cake's, pies, cookies... you get the picture?

My eating habits didnt get any better as I got older... I have always fought my weight.. it's always fluctuated..up - down... up-down...up-down.. I think the only time I was truly skinny was when I was strung out on meth for those 4 yrs.. and that was a drug induced skinniness...

Now.. I cant turn to meth.. I cant afford it for one! LOL..
and for two.. it's NOT an option!!!!

So.. Im off to weight watchers.. it's not a "diet" it's a "life change"

So here are the facts...
Im 35
Im 5'8 (or so)
drum roll please...
my weight has skyrocketed.. to 248 lbs!!!
Oh Wow..
that hurts!!!
I weighed myself on Sunday...
Today is Thursday..and Ive been following a strict point system all week...
So.. tonight I will see if it has helped at all....

So.. here is my battle.. I WILL loose 50lbs by October..
Im headed to Cabo.. and I WILL loose the weight..
I WILL hit the gym at least 2x a week!!!

Signing off..
Barney... w/The Fat Ass Report!