Thursday, December 13, 2007

There's a snot monster in my nose

I woke up w/a damn head cold this morning.

Of course I did... I should of known that it would attack me sooner or later. I mean, nothing else was going remotely well!

What I wouldnt give right at this very minute to crawl back into my bed, pull the covers up over my head take some nightime crap and just pass the fuck out!

Oh no.. instead Im sitting here at work, freezing my ass off.. however I did take some narcotic in out of the company medicine chest and now feel like my head is floating 10 feet above my shoulders. So maybe, just maybe this day could be remotely entertaining.

That would be if I couldnt get that asshole outta my mind. I know I know I know..
why am I putting so much damn thought into him? Why is it w/him, I give a shit?
Yet w/my beneficial guy I dont put any thought into him? What the hell was/is the difference?
Please explain to me.. cuz I am driving myself fucking insane over this!!!!!!!

Stupid....Stupid....Stupid.....Stupid.... Stupid.....Stupid!!!!

Ok..I will stop I promise..

I have so much Christmas shopping to do still..I have only purchased like 3 gifts.. and I am so NOT in the holiday cheer this year.. let alone coming up w/the damn money for the holiday cheer.. oh well.. liquor always brings great holiday cheer...haha...

gonna go heat up my lunch now..

Happy Thursday.. and all that jazz!!!


Ozfemme said...

I'm with you on the whole shopping thing. I just can't get motivated this year... quite possibly due to our current financial stresses....


Here's to a better year coming up! Cheers.

As for the other matter - take a deep breath and put him/it out of your head.. works for me.. but usually lasts about ten seconds so keep taking deep breaths .... and be careful not to hyperventilate, okay?

The Bizza said...

I hope you're feeling better by now. Headcolds suck-ass.

Oh, and who knows why we feel the way we do about certain people? I still think about a woman who disrespected and humiliated me 5 years ago. Life is funny sometimes, I guess.