Thursday, January 10, 2008

2008 - new beginnings

Every new year, you make resolutions to better yourself. To loose weight, clean the house, take better care of yourself, stop smoking, not drink so much, be nice to friends and family... blah blah blah..

This year.. Im making only one resolution...
To get intouch with myself better.... to explore my sexual nature.

Last February, I experienced my first bi-moment - is that what the techincal term would be?Not sure...
At first, I wasnt to keen on the idea, I wasnt sure if I would or wanted to even experience it.
But, as the evening wore on. The more I drank, the more the idea appealed to me.

Having another womens hands skimming my body was actually quit the afrodisiac.
Looking down, into a womens eyes, while she suckled on my breast, was something I never expected to find to be such a turn on.
Feeling her fingers, circle my clit, then to dart in and out of my hot, moist, wet..... well.. anyhow.. sorry, this isnt a porn site, but I think you get the picture...

Ive dreamt about the evening alot.. I mean, I had kissed women before, but it usually was during moments of complete and total drunkenness.. so it really never mattered, but the idea's had or have always been there.

I never did go down on her, I couldnt bring myself to do that, I guess I expected her to do all the work, but now, I think to myself.. I want to experience more (and damn could that women lick!!)
I did finger her, that was interesting.. to bring another women to climax just by my fingers. It was rather exhilirating... but, can I bring myself to bring her to climax w/my tongue? I dont know.. but it's something I need & want to explore.

So, this years resolution is to finally fulfill one of my "fantasy's"... for lack of a better term. Just thinking about it gets me excited. I guess Im finally ready to really explore a different side of my sexuality. Dont get me wrong... I still love men... but.. I find myself looking at women in a different light. I look at their breast's, their lips, their hands. How they look, how they smell.
Their voices, manner of speach... it's a turn on.

So.. Im bi curious. It's not a bad thing, and Im really looking forward to exploring this.
Im looking forward to seeing if what Im missing in life, that piece that is missing during sex, that over all fulfillment.. Im looking forward to seeing if it's the same w/a women.

So.. I will keep you updated - for those that are curious....and for those that this gross's you out.. well sorry.. there's an X up in the right hand corner that can take you out of here - lickity pun's intended...

Happy 2008!


"T" said...

Now you know I want to be kept updated please.


Krystal said...

That was...intersting...LOL!

April said...

Oh Barney, you make me laugh. The stories we could share, but I've promised my guy to be discreet when it comes to our sex live because there used to be a time that was my blog theme and it bothered him :-)
Keep us licked.....ummmm, I mean posted

The Bizza said...

Sounds intriguing. We should compare notes sometime... or something.